RoCKin’ HaRd!!!!!!!!

I think that the worst is through
Im almost over you
I guess it was just a matter of time
Ive started going out
How long can anybody go without
Before you start goin out of your mind
Even so, I confess
There are times when my heart rules over my head

(chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I cant escape the thought of all that
Might have been
Every now and then

Mornings the hardest time
I wake up dreamin bout you and i
Some days I cant remember them all
Evenings are painfull still
I cant help wondering if they always
Will be
I cant help noticing this emptiness-
Baby
I dont cry, every night
Just the ones when I feel like I feel tonight

(chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I cant escape the thought of all that
Might have been
Every now and then

(bridge)
When Im alone anytime I hear music play
When I reach, reach for the phone
Why does everything good
Make me think of you baby

(chorus)
Every now and then
I find myself wondering about you baby
Seems now and again
I cant escape the thought of all that
Might have been
Every now and then

Every now and then -ewf

Say its true, black and blue, I can share your situation
Been holding our emotions back, will only make us cry
If you go, I know, but you know, it aint so serious anyway
When the clouds arise well live on..

Ocean drive
Dont know why youre so blue
Suns gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky is so blue
Suns gonna shine on everything you do

He left you black and blue, without a word of explanation
And he took your love for granted and he left you high and dry
You know someday, when youll wonder what you see in him anyway
What that days arrives well live on..

Ocean drive
Dont know why youre so blue
Suns gonna shine on everything you do
And the sky is so blue
Suns gonna shine on everything you do

I did my best, but I guess my best wasn’t good enough
’cause here we are back where we were before
seems nothing ever changes
we’re back to being strangers
wondering if we ought to stay or head on out the door

Just once
can’t we figure out what we keep doing wrong
why we never last for very long
what are we doing wrong.
just once
can’t we find a way to finally make it right
to make the magic last for more than just one night
if we could just get to it
I know we could break through it.
Ohh ohhh

I gave my heart
but I think my heart may have been too much
’cause lord knows we’re not getting anywhere
seems we’re always blowing
whatever we’ve got going
and it seems at times with all we’ve got
we haven’t got a prayer….

Just once
can’t we figure out what we keep doing wrong
why the good times never last for long,
where are we going wrong
just once…
can’t we find a way to finally make it right
to make the magic last for more than just one night
i know we could break through it
if we could just get to it

(Bridge)
Just once, I want to understand…..
why it always comes back to goodbye;
why can’t we get ourselves in hand
and admit to one another
we’re no good without each other
take the best and make it better
find a way to stay together

Just once…..
can’t we find a way to finally make it right…Ohhhh
to make the magic last for more than just one night
i know we could break through it
if we could just get to it

Just Once…..
Ohhhh, we can get to it
Just Once…..

it’s 2 days already since a terrible storm hit me!as if i was in a middle of a battle field with no arms and shield. "Alone" is the term…….!  Where is my shield? gone? i hope its just around. i hope it shows up. My shield is my buddy, my protection and savior. suddenly while walking i saw my shield, it was broken. a mighty bond won’t do the trick. it’s slashed in the middle. a metal smith may do repair it. I hope i had the hands like a metal smith to bind the two pieces together. but through hard work even though i don’t have the experience and the hands of the metal smith, i will do it for the love of my shield! i can’t take seeing my shield broken. i wish someday…. i can bind it together. i miss my shield. luv u shield. miss you!=( MW

                                               Waiting is the hardest thing
                                     [It's strange I feel like I've known you before]
                                              I tell myself that if I believe in you
                                                [And I want to understand you]
                                                      In the dream of you
                                                       [More and more]
                                            With all my heart and all my soul
                                                    [When I'm with you]
                                                 That by sheer force of will

                                                 [I feel like a magical child]
                                             I will raise you from the ground
                                                  [Everything strange]
                                           And without a sound you’ll appear
                                                     [Everything wild]
                                            And surrender to me, to love -mw!

Our love may be young, yet is not unwise. Our feelings may be overflowing, but none goes to waste. We may dream of forever , but our reality is beyond a dream .

I am yours unconditionally as you are mine. I love you so much baby.

Succumb in deep slumber…… goodnight!

you can’t other people understand that you make your own decisions……all eyes wide open on every move that you make…… reaction on every step that you make…….. it would really make you ill………. is there a problem? …….. i guess!…….. have your own life……. because we have too….. deal with it……. this is mine……… and nobody owns it……… tc!

summer is half done already…………. malapit na ang June, wow papasok na ako if ever…….. new school means new life….. new classmates…… soon new friends…….. new subjects……… new professors……… new location and new time management! waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh! hirap nanaman mag-adjust! soon i will be entering my 5th school in my college life, now with my soon to be course, mahahasa na ang skill for the arts……. tagal na rin ako nalihis sa arts….. almost 2 years…. pero maaya na ako kasi kahit paano naipon ang mga gusto kong gawin…. will be entering "Industrial Design"…… same as Interior Design yun nga lang mas wider ang scope were in i will be designing shoes, cabintes, pens…. basta karamihan ng giginagamit ng tao…. at least mas maboboost na ang skill ko mas lalo ngayon na tinutulungan ako ng friend ko…… who is a very talented Interior Designer……. laking tulong nyan kya may isa akong furniture peice na idedesign ko soon at idededicate ko sa kanya for all the hard work….!malapit na nga interview ko…. which s on friday na!… sana pumasa then by May 3………. TALENT TEST NA!!!!!!! katakot…. ndi kasi ako mahilig mgsketch ng tao… anatomy and etc…… bahala na! hehehehe…. i hope na matanggap na ako…..! i hope i am still with my friends with the same school pero they will continue their nursing career…… ako pahinga na muna…. sa susunod n lang ulit!……. I need clothes…….. wala nang uniform na kisa… welll since the xmas vacation tumaba ako…. hehehehehe! … sarap kumain…. well 1 pants na lang ang ginagamit ko kasi yun ang kasya……. but yesterday sabi ko i need to buy shorts kasi ang init!!!! gladly i bought a pair of GRAB Clothing short ! xcted na ako….. till next!!!!! -jero22

aNg GuLo Ng MunDong GiNagAlAwaN ko! grrRrRrRrR! 

21……….. time is so fast! not realizing it! bakit ganun ang gulo…… i always think na my death is nearing! morbid ba! ang weird! dreaming of these situations then paminsan naiisip ko bigla! sometimes tears shed,…. dunno what will happen next! i guess it would be hard! am tired already kung alam nyo lng…… gusto ko lng makapagtapos ako…… then work……. start new and better life(hope so…..) and alagaan family ko and soon to be family! laking utang na loob sa parents ko eh…….. i luv all my family, friends……….. they complete me …. mom, dad, my sistr and bro… mga kinakapatid… ghia joan sara liby dennis rai jeff molly monica robert abraham joel dami eh too mention…….. i hope that the fun and luv will still continue! basta u will alwayz be remebered… luv u all!